it is now 10.25 am according to the time in my computer. lets see how long i will take to finish this entry =) it's the second wek of the hols and 1 whole week has just passed like this !! i dun even think that i have something to be proud of..my hw is still being left on the table, untouched. i have decided to give myself 2 weeks to complete the hw and for now, i shall revise. yes, REVISE. going kayaking next week. YAY =) hope that my sea-sickness will not act up on that day. actually it was supposed to be today, but they postponed it. our plans for my cousin's farewell party is out. hee. finally, im going CYCLING =PpP must pray hard that it will not rain on that day. just finished reading xiang's entry and i realised that we share the same feelings and are stuck in the same stupid situation.
maybe i should not say that my parents do not understand me, cause i dun even understand myself sometimes. yar, i know that they nag at me for my own good, but they should at least spare a thought for my feelings. do they know the pressure we students are facing and at the same time, we have to listen to their nagging and the worst thing is that THEY REPEAT THE SAME THING THEY SAID OVER AND OVER AGAIN. they expect me to stay at home throughout the whole june hols to study. i dun deny that i did promised them before the hols that i will study, but i really cant stand staying at home and not going out for the whole 4 weeks. =X and now, i have to ask my mummy for permission before i can even use the computer. this is not like last time anymore. i was able to use the computer anytime i want and or as long as i wanted without asking. what had caused all these changes to take place? i dun understand. problems are starting to flow in and i dun want to face it alone. the pressure from o'levels is enough to drive me crazy, and now, i cant help but feel restricted, a kind of feeling which i have never experienced before.
things need to change before i change.
it's now 10.41.